You know I wouldn't want you to cry, that I always hated to see you sad. I want you to think of me and smile, to cherish what we had. I know it's been hard, almost too much to bear. But if you would look with your heart and not your eyes, you would see… Continue reading Letter From Heaven
Loss and the journey to healing is so very personal.
Awhile back I had finally worked up the nerve to watch one of the sermons Jonathan preached. I knew shortly after turning it on that it was something I needed to hear. My counselor once said that God knew back then what messages to speak through Jonathan, what people needed to hear. This one was… Continue reading Power in Being Real
I did something today, something very simple, that actually holds great significance. I ordered new glasses. Big deal right? Yes. Yes it is. I had my yearly eye appointment to get my contacts. I wore my glasses there because I was actually totally out of my contacts. While I was there they had me read… Continue reading Broken Glass(es)
The pain of losing a spouse and watching your kids grieve the loss of their parent, brings a sorrow that I can't quite put into words. It's unlike any feeling I could've ever even imagined. It is said that "it" gets better in time. Just give it time. Time heals all wounds. As well meaning… Continue reading The Pain is Worth the Cost
When you don't fit where you used to, you grieve that like any other loss. But, if you don't fit anymore, you don't. Move forward. We aren't supposed to have to fight for a place in people's lives. I was talking to one of my long time friends today and we were talking about regret… Continue reading The Pieces Don’t Fit Anymore
For those of you that have lost someone... Do you ever have moments where it hits you, out of nowhere, like a ton of bricks?? I do and it's a terrible feeling. There are actually lots of mornings that begin that way for me. The worst is what just happened to me. I was sitting… Continue reading A Split Second
I'll be honest, there have been several times where I truly wanted to throat punch someone who said to me that happiness is a choice. I often thought to myself, "how in the world is it as easy as saying that I choose to be happy when I feel so bad?" I have even told… Continue reading Is There Really a Choice?
I stumbled upon this article and it just honestly made my day. Take a minute to read it and then tell me, what do you think?? https://faithit.com/christine-suhan-christians-stop-saying-everything-happens-reason/
This picture popped up today. If ever there was a picture that captured our little family, without words, this would be it. We laughed. A lot. We smiled. A lot. I sometimes look at old pictures and see the difference in our eyes and our smiles. They’ve changed. I see pictures or think of old… Continue reading This is us